QuietButtons

he said he loves me i do not love him back though i promise i tried... he tries hard for me i wish he would just give up i can not love him... wish i could say yes but i still love another oh, what do i do?

i want to feel that feeling again, the one where i got butterflies in my stomach, the one that made me catch my breath with just a glimpse, the one that stopped me in my tracks. i want to feel jittery from nerves and excitement like if there were firecrackers going of all over from my insides. i want to feel like my head is riding off in a hot air balloon and my feet are dragging behind. i want to feel that feeling again. ----- i haven't felt that feeling anymore and i worry cause i wonder if i'll ever feel it again. i think im vacant inside now or something, like if i packed up and left my body behind. i think i went looking for that feel

I waited too long and just realizing this I panic   I thought time healed all wounds but I should have known a free bird never goes back I can't look behind and trying to move forward I stumble

 hey, i just wanted to say hi and hope your doing well since we haven't talked in a long while. i was originaly going to send this to you last year when we first started growing apart, but i just didn't have the guts to do it. now i know alot of things have changed and i just wanted to let you know that if you ever need anyone to talk to im still here. i also thought i should mention that i havent forgoten about you, like i promised. you were the greatest friend i'd ever had and i want to thank you for all that you did for me. i do miss you but im glad i have wonderful memories to remember you by. i hope life's been treating you well and givi

she told herself she would never be the kind of girl to get caught up in a boy she told herself she would never leave everything she had just to follow a boy she told herself she would never give her everything to a boy that didn't give back she told herself over and over yet there she is lost without him who doesn't care

 how do i tell you im not ready to let go i still need you here

there's no point in telling you that everything is going very wrong in my life you don't care anymore there's no point in telling you that the world seems to be shutting me out you've already forgotten there's no point in telling you that i don't want to be here any longer you wouldn't do anything to try and save me

i waited... i waited the entire night for you to come, but you never showed. i looked... i looked towards the light and the darkness but you never showed. i hoped... i hoped with all my heart you wouldn't be long or far but you never showed. i tried... i tried to stay awake the whole night through, but, in the end, i gave up on you.

tell me, what is it like to hold power over someone? to know you will always have a corner of their heart? to know you hurt them but they still love you? to always have someone who cares in the end?

when you insist that i will always be in your heart, how can i be sure that you won't forget me? when you promise that you won't ever let me go, how can i know that you mean what you say? when you tell me that you love me with all of your soul, how can i trust that you really truly do?